You are your worst enemy, you are self deprecating, you are supporting your self limiting beliefs, you are playing the victim card and you are doing everything that you could do to stay in the mentality of a victim.
We are living a society where victim mentality is being revered. We are developing a society where adults and matured people who think rationally are scared by people who do not take any responsibility, who are complainers and constant naggers, who blame everything and everyone for their unhappiness and problems.
This again and you would realize that you are willing to die instead of putting in the effort, instead of working hard, instead of moving out of the comfort zone, you are comfortable to be vulnerable and show your vulnerability to gain sympathy from others. You would prefer to do nothing about improving your current state of life. This is unfortunate for you but fortunate for the system we live. People who play victim and feel hopeless and helpless are a boon to the society and various sectors for generating economy.
Various corporates and established frameworks in the system would take advantage of people like you and force them into perpetual cycle of dependency. You may become chronically feel dependent in the area of your health or job or financially. The system would make the believe that you are victim and there is no hope unless you keep consuming and paying for something in an endless cycle.
To make matters even worse we have a situation where our public and private systems are established to profit from the victimhood mentality . Maximum amount of profits are derived from people who are vulnerable, who do not have self-control, who do not have enough resources, who cannot think for themselves, who do not believe that they have control over their life, who are drifters and casual seekers of information. Weather it is media, whether it is politics, weather it is healthcare system, whether it is religion, whether it is movies or sports, the maximum amount of a benefit and profits are reaped out of the people who do not have a clear direction and self-reliance. If you are not a critical thinker and question at-least some of the things that we accept just because majority are doing, then you will remain in the constant state of earning to consume something that you don’t need. Towards the end of the life you would spend the hard earned money on all the things that you neglected when you have time to work on them.
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